Monday, July 24, 2017

Ghosts

This is ill advised.  I'm drunk and I writing on my phone.  These are things I know that I should not do.
Yet, I don't give a shit.
My so called support network has failed me.  I'm alone and they are absent.  I'm not actually upset with them...
What I'm asking is too much.
But it is exactly what I need... don't leave me alone.
Alone is unacceptable.   Alone is frightening.  And no matter what I want, alone is my new reality.


1 comment:

Shannon akaMonty said...

We've discussed this before - and I stand by it - I know you hate being alone but I think until you truly embrace it, it's going to be harder to heal. :) Just my two cents which you already knew.